In case you haven't noticed

I really really love music. I find it all so amazing. Just the words people write and how they get it to sound so awesome is so incredibly amazing to me. Right now i am truly impressed by Jeremy Camp's new album- Speaking Louder Then Before. If you haven't heard it you should! I'm not usually a fan of his but i love the song There will be a Day so i decided to buy his album and i'm so lucky i did. Currently my new favorite song is You will be there. .......


I begin the day
with the faith you fashion my ways,
And I cannot escape
for your hand it leads.
Your right hand holds me.

[Chorus] When I wake, you will be there.
When the sun goes down in the night,
You wil be there.

My life has been ordained.
You have formed this very frame
And I am fearfully made.
For I was made in that secret place.

[Repeat Chorus]
How precious are your thoughts, all over me.
They're more than the sands of the sea.


Just writing the lyrics doesn't really do the song justice. There is just something behind the song that just makes me cry every time i hear it. I guess it might just be because i have recently gotten better in my relationship with God. For so long i have been trying to live my life how i want to. I am so prideful. I could see how my life was so unsatisfying and how horrible i felt all the time but for so long i refuse to give it to God. I had convinced myself that I knew best. I don't really know i got out of this but i do know that it was all God and not me. I still have trouble truly giving my whole life to Him. I'm only human but i can see how great my life is when he is really in control. Anyways back to the song...There are so many times i can't believe God is there for me. He is always there for me NO Mattter What! He knows my thoughts. He cares for ME! Whenever i feel down and like no one is there for me i can just put this song on and realize i am not alone. And i will never be alone. This is really comforting :D